I love the way you sting. I love your bittersweet poison, the way you slowly inject it into my bloodstream. Your touch soothes my darkness, like pain killers soothe wounds. I can’t heal with you but without you it’s unbearable. I follow you through all your twisted ways, loving every deadly step.I let you crawl over and … More Scorpion


The partial moon was glistening over a calm, rhythmic sea. I broke the beautiful light with my bare feet, embraced in the warm waters, and watched as it danced in chaotic perfection all around me. I never felt this at peace, this light and open. With the warm breeze tousling my hair I became drunk … More Thoughts


On 9.8.18 a part of me died. Phase One: Shock, Denial, Bargaining & Depression It stormed ferociously the night you left. Thunder shook the house and lightning lit the shadows while darkness covered the time in-between. The power was out and did not return until 3:05 AM. The rain roared down, destroying everything in it’s … More Monster


Anger. A chemical sparked in one’s brain due to an unpleasant event or discovery that bubbles up into the blood stream. This may cause irrational and powerful outburst that can destroy people and objects that are linked to the origin of the emotion. Sadness. A pit of darkness that knots itself into the abdomen and … More Emotions

The Fire

Your throat is raw and the words come out cracked Your hands are numb and shaky as you reach for their ghost Your cheeks are streaked hot with self-inflicted tears No matter how hard you scream and cry they won’t come Because that’s the thing about burning bridges, isn’t it? No matter how many times … More The Fire


When I was little I used to fantasize about living inside the beautiful little painted houses on cheap drugstore cards. I would imagine the smells of the freshly cut grass and the chirping birds singing by the bird bath. How the chimney would curl with wisps of the family fire as a home cooked meal … More Fantasy