I’ve been thinking a lot about what you said. Everything you’ve said. You like the phrase, “You’re going to do what you want to do” and I understand that. I understand that I am willful and I do what I want, when I want, and I don’t really answer to anyone or anything, let alone … More Letters I Never Sent: Blu
You don’t know what it’s like. You don’t know the anguish and the dark empty spots you leave You don’t know how it feels To be forgotten. Sure, maybe you want to believe that it didn’t happen. That you miss me and think about me and hope I’m doing well. But that’s shit to me. … More This is to everyone that has left me behind
Your throat is raw and the words come out cracked Your hands are numb and shaky as you reach for their ghost Your cheeks are streaked hot with self-inflicted tears No matter how hard you scream and cry they won’t come Because that’s the thing about burning bridges, isn’t it? No matter how many times … More The Fire
When I was little I used to fantasize about living inside the beautiful little painted houses on cheap drugstore cards. I would imagine the smells of the freshly cut grass and the chirping birds singing by the bird bath. How the chimney would curl with wisps of the family fire as a home cooked meal … More Fantasy
He isn’t just any boy to me. He’s the one who popped my cherry. The first boy to read my mind. The first boy to see me exposed, emotionally and physically. He treated my body like a blank canvas, making me his art. He came to get me in the middle of the night and … More Pretty Little Fool
Poor Baby Boy You gave your everything in the name of love But came up empty handed It was sweet at first, wasn’t it? There is always one that loves the other more An ongoing tragedy Your innocent heart got caught in such a deadly game A game you were doomed to lose from the … More The Dead Don’t Want Your Flowers
This wasn’t to make you sad This wasn’t to make you feel guilty I simply wanted to write the way I see you And the way you see me Let me just say, The sight of you truly takes my breath away I am in love with you and will never hesitate to say it … More Him.
For so long after you broke my heart I would not let a soul touch my skin I was drowning myself in the memory of your touch Convinced that no one could do it like you No one could be you This body was yours and being with someone else felt so wrong That even … More Stuck
Pour too much of you into me. Pour too much of me into you. Soon we see ourselves in each other. We fight. We hurt. We separate. We walk away with a little less than we had before. Depleted. Tired. And repeat.
I’m addicted to the way it feels to fall in love The nervous electricity when hands first touch The passionate hesitation of a first kiss The hungry and admiring stares that seem to try sucking up every drop of your image like there will never be another chance The excitement and thought in every moment, … More Cognitive Drugs