December 5, 2019I can’t breath. The fluorescent lights shine through my eyelids. There’s a hand squeezing mine urging me to stay calm. There’s beeping and shouting and a dull scraping pain from inside me. I’m panicking, hyperventilating, my body is going into shock. We’re losing herYou need to breath. A coldness creeps into my bones, … Continue reading The Story I Never Told
Category: Short Story
Brand New
Brand new but we stuck to each other like glue, I stare at you and enjoy the view, it's true.I told myself I'd never do this again but here I go, I can't help it you just give me a different type of glow.It's no coincidence we found each other, we've met before, and no, … Continue reading Brand New
Manic
The shrink told me the bad things would go away. That it was just hormones mixed with a being dealt a bad hand and that I would be okay so long as I got out in one piece.I held on to that for a long time, believing that one day I'd grow up and be … Continue reading Manic
Identity Theft
I hate to say it but I miss the old days, been fighting the urge to cope through my old ways. Pain used to be my favorite poison but lately I can’t seem to feel a fucking thing, meanwhile my mental health is hanging by a tiny string. Sadistic and masochistic, I long to be … Continue reading Identity Theft
Homesick
It’s funny how I always end up here, on Broadmor street. Every time I feel more pain than I can handle I drive to my old house to end it, or maybe for a second to breath since I never end up doing it. I’m afraid to say these things out loud, but then I … Continue reading Homesick
Blank
Who am I, do I matter, do I exist? Most days it doesn’t feel like it. Most days I don’t feel like a person at all. Just a machine, rolling through the months on autopilot. I don’t understand how it got this way. A little girl with big eyes and big dreams wouldn’t recognize herself … Continue reading Blank
Wildfire
I’ve been misunderstood when I tried to be everything I could. My name, dragged through the mud and now there’s too much bad blood. I have ex’s who claim I’m cold and cruel, shallow and toxic but really my touch was just too hypnotic. I can’t sit here and play the angel when I know … Continue reading Wildfire
Dear Lover,
You ask me why I’m such a cynic, why I don’t think about our future, why I’m so cold. Because all love stories end the same, morose way. I told you from the start I didn’t believe in love, I told you my heart was out of service. You don’t listen when I say I’ve … Continue reading Dear Lover,
Crash
The world went dark on impact. I opened my eyes and everything had changed. Smoke filled my lungs from my vehicle and I couldn’t tell you where I was. My hearing was echoed, it all seemed so far away. Although what happened was void, I felt the dread creeping up on me as I was … Continue reading Crash
Revival
I’m back on top, confident now that I won’t be stopped. My cut off is 27, I’ll say it till I die. The blessings have been flooding in and I’m grateful, I don’t cry. I can breath without telling myself I have to, I feel the warmth in my bones flood through. I cut the … Continue reading Revival
Golden Era 