Cognitive Drugs

I’m addicted to the way it feels to fall in love

The nervous electricity when hands first touch 

The passionate hesitation of a first kiss 

The hungry and admiring stares that seem to try sucking up every drop of your image like there will never be another chance 

The excitement and thought in every moment, every text, every ounce of attention 

It’s a rush 

And then it’s over 

I’m addicted to heartbreak 

The pain in every smell and sound that reminds you of them 

The haunting memories that linger in the dark spots of a mind 

The highs are so delicious

The lows are so bitter

Craving another hit 

Let it kill me again and again.

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