I was living in a delusion
I was living in your warm and loving embrace from the past
I was living half a life
I truly believed your caramel words and waited for my dearest to return
I look for your eyes like an addict looks for their next high
The pain when I saw the other became an obsession
I was living a half life
Every song about you
Every quote
Every piece of art I tried to create had pieces of you
I was living a morbid fantasy that one day you were going to be back and love me like you did
The shattering of my sweet nightmare was a sharp push from reality, giving me a realization
A realization that you will never look at me with that same fire you did before
You will never smile because I smile anymore
My skin will never melt into yours
You will never breath on my neck raising goosebumps down my thighs
You will never admire me like you once did
I will never again find that comfort you once gave me with your presence
I lived a half life waiting for a heart to return that is already in the possession of another
It is time to let go of the tight grip I have kept so long on nothing but air
Every day that the time in which we shared a secret bubble of intimacy fades into the wastelands of your mind I feel myself slipping
It is time to forget
It is time to let go
It is time to live whole again.
Golden Era 